Ironies, ironically...

I see the Gods around me, and I see Satan;
My heart wrenches -
seeing the Gods so helpless,
And Satan guffawing in sadism.
You bitch! - are we all blind?

I'm tired of being so 'goody-goody',
Cause when I never wanted it - I had them all;
And now - when I long for it,
I don't even see the mirage.